Sunday, December 7, 2008 / 12/07/2008 11:56:00 PM
7th december..
OMFG!! in 3 more days, it's goping to be my mom's birthday and i have totally no idea what to get her.. crap.. went to expo and attended church with john avanvini (idk how to spell) as the preacher.. then afterwards chatted with ginnatan on the phone.. i was like so F******* pissed off.. how dare she.. anyhow scold..
if it wasn't for ginnatan i would have just called to give you a piece of my mind.. had i ever occured to you that maybe we DON'T WANT YOU THERE for a change?? use your brain.. if we go out, doesn't mean we must invite you. what are you? the queen of england?! even she does not get such privilege. wtf man.. just grow up. what do you gain by bootlicking? what do you get by sucking up? what do you get by being in-charge? go ahead i don't care.. but what do you even stand to gain? message you asking for an answer politely and you couldn't even bother to reply or call to say you have been misunderstood? 2 times ok? ginna didn't tell me who the message came from and she was surprised that i guessed correctly.. but seriously.. everyone is sick of you.. you complain of serene but you're JUST LIKE HER!! i'm tired of all your stupid games.. just stop it NOW!! what were you trying to gain? jealous that i asked her and not you?! maybe they couldn't bother if you were there or not.. but i care.. and i DON'T WANT YOU THERE.. you told me you would change for the better.. it was so like the oppsite.. i was like so happy that you said that.. i told afifah and alvin and you know what they said? they told me to not get my hopes up and to wait before you have actually changed to be happy about it.. i guess your word isn't enough at all.. if even i can't trust you.. i don't know who can.. and because of that.. people would pick others over you.. you'll know what i mean in due time.....
Like An Angel
Abigail, an average 15-year-old-to-be in your eyes, but an angel in her parents' eyes.
SGSS ; NPCC
"Successful people did not get there by chance, they got there by design."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
See the true beauty within.
